Khaleesi

I'm very-very excited!

On March 31st 2013, there will be Games of Thrones Season 3!

And i love Daenerys Targaryen character.

She is the exile princess of the Targaryen dynasty.

Also known as "The Stormborn".

a.k.a The Mother of Dragons.

And i made a fan art of her.

On Fire

long time not doing any illustration activity, recently i miss it so bad!

last weekend, i've made a vector illustration just for fun.

and back in my apartment i try to use thread, needle, and fabric to make a new illustration. (work still in progress)

anyway, it's fun. and i enjoy it so much.

Old Portfolios

I just opened my Hard Disk External, and found my old Portfolio.

I kinda miss designing things with illustration inside it.

Will anybody give me job that has to do with illustration?

*hahaha

butt-hole-clothes

i have an idea.

How about living a live in a place, that everyone wear ordinary clothes.

BUT...

Every clothes has a hole in the Butt. And everyone wear red underwear.

it's been a while

it's been a while

then i actually started to draw again.

this time i drew a forest party situations.

i kinda obsessed with freaky animals or characters (again)

hope i have enough time to draw again

this advertising jobs is killing me (my time)

(but i love it though..)

Gili Trawangan 2012

a very fantastic holiday!!!!!!!!

don't mess with small fish

small fish has a big mother.

do not disturb it.

just saying..

thanks for ruined my cake!

negative words are negative.

and   w o r d s   can   k i l l   .

re-use old artwork

i made this artwork long time ago,

then i feel like i want to make it more details,

so i added some illustration in the background.

oldies

just few of my artwork that i forgot to post

i miss my winter wonderland in Deutschland

i miss a very strong-healty-nice-wonderful granny named Frau Winckler in Köln.

She made my winter felt warm.

i wish i can see her again next year.

choke me right in my neck - Drossel mir direkt in meinen Hals

Three things that i hate the most:

1. Being blame for what i did not do

2. People keep telling me that i did not serious doing something that i put all my effort for it

3. Being force doing things that my heart says no to

in this case, number two is really sucks!

it's like being choke straight in my neck - suffocated

tragic old-time mask

i found my old-time artwork for Maros Exhibition in internet.

i miss the time when i can still made an artwork beside all of the hectic college assignment.

middle-east safari

Long time no see, my Dear Blog!

almost one month, me & my parent have a religious-spiritual-(physical)-journey to Middle-East.

i want to stay focus on praying, so i didn't use my BBM access, never open my e-mail or blog, and never sign up to any social media i have (phew.. such a record for me!)

Middle-East is a very-very-very fascinating place!

fortunately, i came there on winter season, so it was not-as-hot-as-hell (not 50 degree C like many people said).

i terribly love their patterns, ornaments, mosques, deserts, square building architecture, arabic fonts, and the most beautiful praying voice and culture.

i've got so many inspiration back there.

And without any distraction (read: internet), i can think about myself, my career, my life in a better way.

i have a decision to make.

it might be crazy, but i feel it just right. (May Allah bless me, aamiin)

hope i'll come back there someday.

for friends

i'm such a lazy persom

i have a super-ultra-boredom

but i'm too lazy to move

so i drew my friend's faces

my boyfriend, crazy as always

craziest man on planet

(Gif Animated)

please survive, Orangutan!

i have just read on my friend's face book wall

that ten Orangutans have been slaughtered by a palm oil company in Indonesia

and i know, with a little "share" of their dirty money

this case will close immediately

like it never happened, like it never existed

and what can Orangutans do to get any justice?

they can not hire a lawyer

they can not even talk

poor little Orangutans

they just want to come back to their own home

they just want to have a simple live back there with their family

no harm, no politics

they just want a peaceful life

will my grand-grand-grand-children have an opportunity to ever see Orangutans again?

please God, if not in this life,

please punish those crazy-money-minded-jerk in Your hell.

aamiien..

BALI 2011

last time i went on vacation to Bali with my boyfriend and his friends.

i will work harder and take more design or illustration jobs to go back there again next year! yeah!

see you soon, Bali!

view from our cheap-promo-plane
yeay!

Padang-Padang Beach

i wish i can do surfing

a small Chapel with view to the see

if you want to have a once-in-a-life-time- beautiful-marriage

just go there

it's like a fairy tale

The-one and only-Rock Bar

a Bar that made of cliff's rock. Open from 4 pm

most people come there just to see the sunset

then go back to the city to have a wild party in the night ha-ha

he definitely deserve to die

In "M"- city, one of the biggest city in East-Indonesia, you will be underdog if you don't have these three essential things:

beauty, wealth, fame.

If you have those, then your life will be easier.

Everybody will lick your ass (until you can use your own as a mirror! seriously)

Teachers will excuse all of your mistakes as long as you gave them present in the end of semester, seniors will afraid of bullying you in the backyard of school because they will loose their source to the donors who will pay for any events they'll make, etc.

In a short way, you'll have a privileges to live as a King or Queen

Back in my junior high school time, I was a nerdie-geek-no one will care of me-type. And my father was just an average Bank employee. And the conclusion is.. my life sucks back there (ha-ha)

I knew a boy named "ASS". He was the son of the famous lawyer. He has money, fame, but sorry to say, he doesn't have the "beauty" things. Neither inner beauty, nor outer beauty.

The other boys wants to play with him just because he bought them things! He loves to be the servant of all the beautiful, famous, and rich girls. He will do anything for them. became their driver, paid for any expenses their asked, ANYTHING!

One day, one of the beauty-wealthy-famous-girl sing a song that mocking his father's name.

He did nothing but smiling!!!

After that, i also sing the same song. I thought it would be allright, because nothing happened to the beauty-wealthy-famous-girl. But i forget one important thing, i'm not that beauty-wealthy-famous-girl.

I was just sing a couple words, and he pushed my shoulder, pulled the collar of my uniform, scold me in my face, and with his bulging eyes full of anger, he gave me this words:

"Don't you dare mocking my father like that!

I don't care if you are a girl, but i will punch you in the face if you do it again!"

WTF ?????

Just a second ago, there's another girl did it and you just smiling???? And later you did that to me in front of the classroom just to prove that you have money and power?

F* YOU!

But that's not the highlight of these story. Now, after a dozen year, maybe you've already forget about it (but i'll never do), you suddenly invite me to be your friend at facebook?

my answer is:

NOT IN A MILLION YEARS, SUCKAAA!!!

increasing my patience skill in a hot fasting day

now i'm fasting

i can't talk about people that i hate

(i'm such a hateful little girl)

uuuuughhh!!!

why i have to accidentally saw "it" on facebook?!?!

(maybe this is my punishment because i'm seeing facebook on my working time)

"it" makes me wanna puke

but puke also "makruh"

but thanks,

i can still draw my bad feeling with happiness, calmness, and positive attitude.

naa-na-na-naa-naaa