thanks for ruined my cake!

negative words are negative.

and   w o r d s   can   k i l l   .

re-use old artwork

i made this artwork long time ago,

then i feel like i want to make it more details,

so i added some illustration in the background.

oldies

just few of my artwork that i forgot to post

i miss my winter wonderland in Deutschland

i miss a very strong-healty-nice-wonderful granny named Frau Winckler in Köln.

She made my winter felt warm.

i wish i can see her again next year.

choke me right in my neck - Drossel mir direkt in meinen Hals

Three things that i hate the most:

1. Being blame for what i did not do

2. People keep telling me that i did not serious doing something that i put all my effort for it

3. Being force doing things that my heart says no to

in this case, number two is really sucks!

it's like being choke straight in my neck - suffocated

tragic old-time mask

i found my old-time artwork for Maros Exhibition in internet.

i miss the time when i can still made an artwork beside all of the hectic college assignment.

middle-east safari

Long time no see, my Dear Blog!

almost one month, me & my parent have a religious-spiritual-(physical)-journey to Middle-East.

i want to stay focus on praying, so i didn't use my BBM access, never open my e-mail or blog, and never sign up to any social media i have (phew.. such a record for me!)

Middle-East is a very-very-very fascinating place!

fortunately, i came there on winter season, so it was not-as-hot-as-hell (not 50 degree C like many people said).

i terribly love their patterns, ornaments, mosques, deserts, square building architecture, arabic fonts, and the most beautiful praying voice and culture.

i've got so many inspiration back there.

And without any distraction (read: internet), i can think about myself, my career, my life in a better way.

i have a decision to make.

it might be crazy, but i feel it just right. (May Allah bless me, aamiin)

hope i'll come back there someday.

for friends

i'm such a lazy persom

i have a super-ultra-boredom

but i'm too lazy to move

so i drew my friend's faces

please survive, Orangutan!

i have just read on my friend's face book wall

that ten Orangutans have been slaughtered by a palm oil company in Indonesia

and i know, with a little "share" of their dirty money

this case will close immediately

like it never happened, like it never existed

and what can Orangutans do to get any justice?

they can not hire a lawyer

they can not even talk

poor little Orangutans

they just want to come back to their own home

they just want to have a simple live back there with their family

no harm, no politics

they just want a peaceful life

will my grand-grand-grand-children have an opportunity to ever see Orangutans again?

please God, if not in this life,

please punish those crazy-money-minded-jerk in Your hell.

aamiien..

BALI 2011

last time i went on vacation to Bali with my boyfriend and his friends.

i will work harder and take more design or illustration jobs to go back there again next year! yeah!

see you soon, Bali!

view from our cheap-promo-plane
yeay!

Padang-Padang Beach

i wish i can do surfing

a small Chapel with view to the see

if you want to have a once-in-a-life-time- beautiful-marriage

just go there

it's like a fairy tale

The-one and only-Rock Bar

a Bar that made of cliff's rock. Open from 4 pm

most people come there just to see the sunset

then go back to the city to have a wild party in the night ha-ha

quick sketch left handed

i reeeeeeally need to practice again in my drawing

manually or digitally.

i kinda lost it now

*damn

anyway, this is my quick sketch with my left hand

SUPER MESSY

hahaha

it's about a viking prince sit above his lovely lion with it's parasite snail and yellow queer bird.

i miss Deutschland

when i was in Germany,

i really missed Indonesia.

Now, i already in Indonesia,

but i deeply miss Germany.

and these are places i've been there before.

(you can click on it, it's a GIF format)

story teller

oh-la-la

i get bored!

so i do a quick sketch

i have an idea about story teller girl

who tell children story in their dreams before they fall asleep inside their dreams

i always want to be a colorful villain

i always want to have a super power

anything that can destroy something or anything that good in a bad way hahaha

for example i can make fire, so i will burn everyone that make any mistake to me

or i can disappear so that i can rob a bank or sleep in VIP class in every plane to go vacation around the world without paying.

but i think, because of all the reason i gave, that's why God never give me any super power hahaha

doodling

just doodling for work

bitter ballen unreleased cover album

my high school friend just asked me to make a cover album for his band's CD.

because of missed-communication brief, they will not use this artwork.

(i will make another design for them)

so instead of throw it out, i simply upload it here.

enjoy.

another self portrait

i miss sketching

so i (once again) sketch myself (haha)

friday i'm in love

cure me, Baby!

mediocre

a very common typical hits-hottie in jakarta

officially quarter of century

yesterday,

2nd of May 2011

i'm officially 25 years old!!!

i didn't put any information about it on my facebook

so that i can know people who really care of me

instead of depending on facebook reminder

Herby, my boyfriend, is the first person who actually gave me birthday wishes 12 o'clock sharp

then my father-mother

kiki-oshin-chia-dybon-tana-bonzu-puput-dhea-debby-ruby-uma-my boyfriend's family-pakdheko-mas iko-mas ega-nurina-vira-mbakyah-masdi-my mother's friends-thifa-harsa-indri

 (for all of your kindness i reeeeeeaaalllyyy thankful and feel so blessed) 

they remember it!  it feels reeeeaaalyy specials for me
thank youuuuuu sooooo muuuuuch!!!!!!

vacation needed

i can't wait for next two months!

July will be the best Month ever!!!

please God, get me out from this crappy situation,

reeeeeeally need vacation!!!

and take pictures klik-klik-klik

another rejection

rejection from a fool is cruel

indonesian teenage girl

imagine if we're living in 50's or 60's

if we have to wear kebaya to go to the mall, to drink slurpie at 7/11,

to buy Magnum ice cream, or just go to college or work.

imagine how long does it takes to prepare it?

i'm glad i can wear T-Shirt in everyday

and just wear kebaya in my graduation or wedding day

BULAN FILM NASIONAL 2011

this is one of my side job :-P

i made this for my old office, Kineforum - Jakarta Arts Council

they ask me to make all of the publication thingy like poster, flyer, banner, program book, etc

they said this year's theme was Superhero

then i doodle-this-doodle-that as usual and TAAADAAAAAAAA

i've made it!!!

poisoned cupcakes

it's another fun job from my office

they ask me to make girlie things

(and-it's-sooooo-not-me-ha-ha-ha)

but still, i love it

because i can draw it freely

 

half deer half swan princess

like my other doodles

i always love to draw myself hahaha

this time i drew myself hugging small deer with a very cool hat

(i would kill for hat like that!!!)

ich bin die Deutschen Frau

i kinda enjoy working

i'll be so phony if i'm stop working

lately, i found myself work for very interesting illustration's theme

Ja, Genau

Wenn Sie Illustratorin brauchen, dann rufen Sie mich an

hahahaha

i'm working my ass like a German's woman

i have Indonesian's blood, German's heart

black swan wannabe

inspired by Black Swan Movie, i drew this :-)

hahaha

my love to you is getting alay and more alay everyday

for my chebby

GONG XI FA CAI

I have Chinese New Year project from my office.

they said we will enter the "RABBIT YEAR"

and i've made this artwork, but they thought it's-not-so-very-chinese-new-year-colour

hahahahaha..

i've made it because i feel so boring, i will see red-gold-thingy everywhere

and wouldn't it be nice if i made it a little out of the box

but well, i just do whatever my office wants me to design, and i'll keep this as a "souvenir" for myself :-)

i'm quiet happy and enjoy made it anyway

*it's looks like a simple CD cover hahahaha